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Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
4:05 pm
01. What color are your walls? peach
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets? black lepord
03. What color is your rug? Beige
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? i have 2 bulletin boards full of pics and random junk, and So many posters i cant even begin.. my walls are covered in posters and pictures. there is hardly any peach
05. Do you have a TV? Is it big? Yes its really big hehe
06. Do you have a phone? yes a green one
07. Do you have your own computer? Yes
08. Do you have a desk? yeah it was 200 bucks and its all glass, its so pretty but its massive
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room? the picture of me and brian, andrews water bottle, my soco setlisted signed by andrew and my pictures.
10. What are your most favorite things in your room? all my soco stuff, and my pictures
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room? i had xmas lights but they burnt out. how ghetto

01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up? turn off my alarm clock or answer the phone because its amanda calling saying you're late
02. Anything unusual? i dont get ready i just go to amandas
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school? Yes.
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school? i always try to look nice, im classy like that. i hate people that do nothing with themselves, it bothers me.

// SCHOOL //
01. What color is your backpack? pink white & black
02. Do you try your best when it comes to school work? yes of course
03. Do you listen or doodle? depends what subject.. and in physics i write i hate you all over my stuff about my teacher, instead of doodling.. more or less same thing
04. BE QUIET - we all know you doodle, but what do you doodle? hearts and my name in stars.. i love mat or i love andrew... random things
05. Do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out? depends what day it is
06. What do you do right when schools over? hang out with mat then take him to soccer

// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable? sometimes
02. Happy? usually because im with mat
03. Tired? ALWAYS.
04. LEAVE ME ALONE? sometimes

// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes? HAHA i rode my bike during the blackout and alex and i go on walks sometimes.
02. What are some hobbies of yours? making fun of people, driving, shopping for sure, singing, dancing, choir, drama, flag corps.. i am a dork!
03. Do you collect anything? posters and shirts from concerts
04. What do you do in your spare time? im either with amanda or mat if im not home.. otherwise im at school and im with them anyway
05. Are you in love, or at least falling? yes

01. What do you do before you go to bed? depends if someone is over or if im out.. or if someone is coming over
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"? im like.. night..
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)? Side.
04. Do you like your life? you wish you were me

-------- Have You ---------
Smoked?: yes
Been Drunk as hell?: yes hahah
Shoplifted?: yes
Lied? yes
Betrayed a friend? depends what you think betraying is
Been to jail? No
Done LSD? Nope
Given oral sex? yessssss
Received oral sex? yesss!
Screwed something not of the human race? sick dude
Screwed something not alive? ewwwwww
Cheated on someone? yep :/ youll have that
Used someone? I hate people
Paid someone for sex? No
Been paid for sex? No
Played strip poker? yes..
Skipped school? Yes
Skipped school to get high / drunk? no thats ghetto
Danced naked? hahaa yes
Danced naked in public? LOL no
Flashed someone? yes
Mooned someone? yes, the other day
Kissed someone? yes
Held hands? yes
Hugged someone? yes
French kissed? yes
Had sexual fantasies? for sure
Stolen money? no, my dad knows i take money
Stolen money from family? ^^^^
Stolen drugs from family? HAHAH yes
Been convicted of a crime? no
Dated someone because you heard they were 'easy'? no
Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'? its always to be said sean did, but he didnt
Been called a whore? Yes.
Been called a bitch? Yup.
Watched porn? yes
Taped porn? eww no
Watched porn you taped? ewww no
Kissed someone in a moving vehicle? yes
Screwed someone in a moving vehicle? it wasnt moving but i had sex in my car
Used sex 'toys'? LOL EW no
Tried to kill yourself? yes
Tried to kill someone else? oh im getting there
Told someone you hated them? Yes.
Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? no

im bored, im going out shopping with my mom then getting my hair done.. im not getting more highlites, im either going DARK brown with a little blonde or im going all blonde.. WOO. plus mom & i are picking out a homecoming dress and im getting new dickies and some nice clothes.. im in a bad mood so shopping should cheer me up

current mood: geeky

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Sunday, August 17th, 2003
11:47 pm
i did a cut. delete me if i cut you

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Friday, July 25th, 2003
12:18 pm - Friends Only

comment to be added.

mmm.. Andrew<333

current mood: exhausted

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Monday, January 27th, 2003
8:29 pm - b`bye
this journal is no longer in use.. i won't be using a journal anymore, its stupid.. i've moved on.


current mood: sick

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Sunday, January 26th, 2003
8:22 pm - *FRiENDS LiST CUT*
HELLO!?!? i have posted like 2 entrys lately and nobodys commented.

Comment here and say whats up & stuff or be deleted. its up to you.


current mood: stressed

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Tuesday, November 26th, 2002
3:40 pm - Friends Only!!
friends only

So tell me, who do u turn to when behind every corner there's another mislead step, I try to hold on to whats real, to what's here. I choke behind my tears, and smile as everyone stares.. I laugh, but my heart weighs a ton, I breathe out, but I want to hold in. "She's perfect, with the perfect life, see her outfit, never wore it twice." Live my life. Be me. Feel what I feel. I close my eyes, swallow my tears, forget I care. I'm ready I'm ready.. I am ready, I am fine.

requriements to be on my friends list

* you have to be over the age of 15 otherwise, you have to be mature :/

* don't add me if you type like "ThIs", in "sTiCkEy CaPs" >:O

* don't add me if you're ghetto.. IE; "aye gyrl ur lj beez bangin off da hook add meeh and i wull add y00h bak. k thx bibi 1luv." SPEAK ENGLISH!@* i DONT know ebonics!! they unfortunately only offer spanish and french at my school.

* don't add me if you are going to never comment

* don't add me if you create livejournal drama

* DON'T kiss my ass, you will be frowned apon :(

* don't ask about me giving you codes so your friends can have lj

* have a sense of humor. i am NOT racist but i do say some "racial" remarks sometime, so dont be easily offended. i also talk about some pretty deep stuff in my lj, so you*ll have to be able to deal w*it. i have a lot going on.

* don't ask me randomly to make you icons/layouts. i will do them if you are a good lj friend of mine and i talk to you on aim, or if i am feeling generous, i will post in pop_icons and say i*ll do requests for icons. :P

* don't add me if you are closed minded. you've got your whole life to do something and that's not very long. ignorance, hatred, and bigotry are not family values. carpe diem. life is a banquet and most people are starving. life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all. try anything.

*if you still want to add me, comment! i did a list cut, and took A LOT of people off for no reason, just comment and i will add you back.. no hard feelings<3 *


current mood: happy

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